http://anodize.xanga.com/Latest Xanga weblog from Anodizeen-us60http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gifhttp://anodize.xanga.com/http://anodize.xanga.com/131143438/item/http://anodize.xanga.com/131143438/item/Thu, 09 Sep 2004 09:40:07 GMT<P><I>well in case you failed to notice,<BR>in case you failed to see,<BR><B>this is my heart bleeding before you,</B><BR>this is me down on my knees, and...</I></P> <P><I><B>these foolish games are tearing me apart,</B><BR>and <B>your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.</B><BR>you're breaking my heart.</I></P> <P><BR>sarcasm in those remarks, those cutting comments, slicing through the air, still echoing in my mind.</P> <P>maybe i am the one who be blamed. maybe all the fault is my own. i deserve it.</P> <P>damn. i feel bad.<BR></P>http://anodize.xanga.com/131143438/item/#firstcommenthttp://anodize.xanga.com/130821576/item/http://anodize.xanga.com/130821576/item/Wed, 08 Sep 2004 16:09:30 GMT<P>where's angel tonight? i need him to dry my tears.</P><BR> <P><I>so many i considered closest to me<BR>turned on a dime and sold me out dutifully<BR>although that knife was chipping away at me<BR>they turned their eyes away and went home to sleep</P> <P><I>and i missed a lot of life but i'll recover<BR>though <B>i know you really like to see me suffer</B><BR>still i wish that you and i'd forgive each other<BR>cause i miss you and really loved you<BR>i really loved you, i tried so hard<BR>but you drove me away to preserve my sanity</i></P> <P><i>and i've found the strength to break away</I></P></I>http://anodize.xanga.com/130821576/item/#firstcomment